So... here I go on some sort of adventure. While there are lots of unanswered questions out there about the future, I know that it's all going to work out just as it's supposed to. Because how could it work any other way? So... I'm getting some good lessons in "letting go"/surrendering/serenity. 'Cause it's all out of my hands at this moment.
I am seeing a high-risk OB/GYN at St. Luke's on Wednesday morning... (happy valentine's day, little button) and I'll know more then.
In the meanwhile, I've got my fingers and legs crossed, doing lots of praying, and wishing I could have a big steaming cup of coffee and a cigarette right now.